I was
hurrying. I was walking fast. It was a dark night. I had to go, I had to move
forward. So I hurried.
Though my
two eyes were alive and open I could see nothing, not even the path. With two
open eyes, I stumbled, fell into potholes and missed my way out from the path.
It was not a city road, but a dusty path in a village. Night is not a good time
to travel. But I had to go. Besides potholes and larger ditches in the path,
there awaited poisonous reptiles. The village path belongs to snakes, scorpions
and other venomous lives. Venomous lives include animals and human beings. I
had to walk safe from potholes, ditches, stones and venomous creatures.
I thought
that my eyes were powerful to see the way to go. I was journeying for such a
long time following my eyes. But that was during daytime while the sun shone in
the sky. I did not care much about the sun that it had anything do with my
seeing. We did often forget about the air and oxygen it contained. But as time
went sunset fell over me. It became dark everywhere. Still I could not stop my
journey. Move forward or die. So I had to continue. In fact I moved forward
only because I was alive. I kept moving not to live but because I was alive. It
was strange thought, I knew. But it was the fact.
So no
stopping. I had to move. I relied much on my eyes for this journey. I took it
for granted that my eyes were powerful to see into any darkness, to enable me
to see my way. Unfortunately and unexpectedly my eyes had failed. They did not
have the capacity to see all by themselves. They need light to see.
Is there
anything in this world that can work all by itself? What a bad idea that everything
is related to one another and that everything and everybody is indebted to
another for their life? I love islands; I love to live like an island. But I
have no freedom to swim away from the main land into the ocean to become an
island. An island is an island because it is surrounded by the ocean. Damn it!
Even an island is not an island; every island is related to ocean for its
existence.
My eyes
could not see anything without light. So I stumbled against stones; I fell and
bled. I fell into potholes and ditches and was bruised. None cared for the
blood that flowed from my face and limbs. Could I make it? Stones, potholes,
ditches, venomous lives and what else? Could I make it to the other end? An answer
was unnecessary because whatever it was, I had to move forward.
How I
wished for light! I realized the inefficiency of my efficient eyes. I was
awakened to the truth that a path is followed not by my eyes alone but by the
light too. I could not travel, not live and not exist without light. I could not
survive with myself alone.
Everything
was not bad always. I saw a light coming from far behind me. It was coming
slowly to me. It stopped, waited and then moved slowly. Even a snail could move
fast. I had no time to wait for that tiny thing, but I had to wait because it
was light. I thought for a philosophy to console me. Everything has its own
time of fulfillment. Man has to wait and wait and wait. Fine, I waited.
The light
slowly reached me. I realized that it was a lighted candle held by a man. Why
this man stopped and waited as he walked. Impatiently yet politely, I requested
him to walk fast to me.
“I cannot,
for I am blind”, was the reply.
What! A
blind man with a lighted candle! Was he a crazy fellow?
I yelled
out, “Are you crazy to call yourself blind or are you crazy to hold a lighted
candle while you are blind?”
A smile on
the face of the blind man became visible as he was approaching me. “I am
holding this lighted candle for those who can see with their eyes”.
It was a strange
philosophy, indeed. We walked together. I asked nothing because I was afraid to
hear. Yet he continued.
“You have
two young, living and powerful eyes. Yet you stumble and fell. You fall into
deep ditches and bleed. Venomous creatures bruise your foot. With your eyes,
you see not.”
Not bad as
I thought. Was he Socrates, Plato, Kant, Nietzsche or an Indian hermit from
Himalayas? Anyway he spoke wisdom. I continued to listen.
“I see not
with my eyes. My eyes are not alive; they are open with no power. I need no
sunlight to see. Day and night have do difference to me. Still, I stumble not;
I fall not and I bleed not. I never miss my way. No poisonous animals hurt me.
I need no light to see. I find my path as I move forward with every step.”
“These
lighted candles are for you, those who see with their eyes. They cannot see
without light. They have day and night. Yet I hear them groan from potholes. I
hear the dirge of the dead.”
“This
lighted candle is not for me, dear friend, it is for you. Move on, I shall show
you the way”.
I walked
forward to a rising sun.
Professor
Jacob Abraham
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